
“ You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.” – Friedrich Nietzche

“ You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.” – Friedrich Nietzche

In the shape of a tree,
my scar is painted with code.
Through the letting of blood, I wait
for the sound of my screams.
But what I do not plan for
is the mashed up sycamore spinners,
the trampled copper conkers
and the singed bramble bushes.
Graceless and broken,
I get high on the thoughts
of owning myself; the plumage
of starlings embroidered
on an intimate mind.
when the wind moves
between the seasons on a moonlit night
there’s just enough space for you to lie down
too narrow rooms and too narrow
thoughts
keep you trapped beneath glass
ground you ( like a freak of …)
it draws blood from your hips to stay
everything in this world you’ve touched you’ve tried to love
yet your sticky sparks dare
anyone to come close

My heart is clear
listening to my gut
allowing space for my mind
to catch up
the sea is air-force blue
and glassy
and speaks to my soul
in a hushed whisper
the same sound and softness
from my clear heart

listening
listening
listening
to the faint whisperings
of my wild voice within


Climbing trees, juicy mangoes
pliant flesh and ashy elbows
to be running free through the long grass
and burrs sticking to legs, gaze widening
no thought for shiny brown skin
causing hate, no thought for others
just green
grief shedding like leaves
appreciating the magic and sorrow
as it should be –
surrender and transform

I learn to be here, becoming,
as each riding curl of water,
rolls towards my toes
and retreats.
Nothing stays the same here
– liminal layered space/ place
Black Sea – Sea black.
Night is my skin …
These sands must testify
for the desires of the masters
and yet I stand here breathing
not doubting my back toes
digging in, claiming healing


I learn to be here, becoming,
as each riding curl of water,
silver slivers, runs
towards my toes
and retreats.
Nothing stays the same
in this liminal space.
Black Sea – Sea black.
Night is my skin …
To be continued