




I share my new poetry collection Darkling, come 7 November, 6-7.30 pm (GMT). I’m excited about speaking these words aloud in company. There’s something magical happens when we give voice to our creations. Allow the words, language to reverberate through our bodies. We come to the words almost anew, a fresh and feel all the emotions and meanings as they enfold again and for the first time.
I know it’s going to be an emotional session to share as this book was a long time in the making. I’ve changed so much in its creation. But I’m ready.
I share a poem with you today from Darkling. And please join me in its launch next week.
found poem: we arrived here with stars in our hair and needles between our toes*
after drea brown
be autumn/ be siskin/ be slick
twilight licks our dark skin
deep within the forest
straining through spruce/ larch and pine
(trial & error I learnt their names/ names
are never easy on black bodies)
living within the unknown (out)side
where history is wet/ with memory/ & muchness
within the shadows/ within the wake
we search/ for a tenderness in the brokenness
breathing in/ in-between spaces
tongue locked/ tongue packed/ tongue tied
we be/ but not be/
unfurling like tight fisted ferns
brown bruised/ violence against ourselves
into the woods/ in flight/ in creep creek/
in restless/ motherless moan
shapeshifting/ combing the black air/
what would happen/ if we linger
in the midst/
/////////slow////////down////////slow//////motion///////
refusing to be absent for ourselves/////////slow///////breathing//////
together/ listening to each other/ listening
to this haunting presence/refusing to play dead/
stay dead/
*the title is inspired by something within Paul Taylor, ‘Black Aesthetics’, Philosophy Compass 5/1 2010.
<https://sites.hampshire.edu/blackaesthetics/files/2017/03/taylorpaul-blackaesthetics.pdf>

Things are happening this Autumn.
I was invited to submit my chapbook, for blackbirds pushing against glass, to a new press, The Wildheart Press, created by Eleanor Cheetham.
I was part of Eleanor’s Soulbook course offering in 2023 where I had the time and space to explore my creative fugitivity. Breaking the rules were welcome.
So Eleanor was familiar with my work when she approached me to submit my feral words to her press. I jumped at the chance because the words were already created. This was an opportunity to share my words further. And I just love supporting a person and a press who recognises that I do not colour within the lines. My writing does not stay on the straight and narrow path. My words like to wander and meander and that is mighty fine with me.
I’m grateful to find a home for them in The Wildheart Press.

Please consider ordering an advance copy of the chapbook. There are four other chapbooks coming out for the Autumn series too. Go and check them out
There will be a launch reding event on the evening of 26th September if you’re interested in meeting the writers and hearing our words.
Check out The Wildheart Press for details.
with each word
i write
i am undoing
you from
my heart
i am undoing
your lips
from mine
your hand
from mine
i am undoing
your power
over me

she is a sad
replacement
for the woman
you lost
the woman
you allowed
to leave
because
you were
never
man enough
to hold

i had too much
shine
for you not
to want
to take
a piece
it’s a shame
you continue
to take it
once you
are gone


always wanting
what you want
but what about
what I want?
not your problem
anymore, right?

you leave
leave and go
then come back
and take
want to stay
friends for you
when it suits
you
leave and have
me too
what kind
of privilege
is that?
i keep
the hair
on my body
because i want to –
it’s nature
