to wash herself clean – inside and out

to wash herself clean – inside and out


Is it only Wednesday? What a week already and it’s only Wednesday.
Walking down the street, shooting the breeze and sun with June . I ask her, how come her words are so profound?
She nods and smiles.
It’s the living who keep the dead alive. It’s the living who keep the dead alive. They come alive when their words come through our mouths.
And on the other side Black girls are free – wherever/whatever that may be.
I wish I was on that Other side as this side sure is a lot to carry. A lot for one to carry. I moan. I whinge okay, girl’s got to let it out somehow.
Burdens, trauma, mournings and death are not supposed to be carried alone.
Sharing the pain, easing the pain. In community. I want me some of that.
Is it only Wednesday? My life, this week has been hard already and too much to bear alone.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
Fanny Lou Hamer







after Ron Mueck

Here is a mass
of white upon white
skulls, tumbling
everywhere upon the galleries’ floor
a turning sea, resting
biting into another
black holes
shadowed sockets
promising questions without answers
a warning? a threat?
what remains long after our bodies have decayed
an impressive 100 skulls,
dwarfing visitors as they loom
here and here, cool, corridors
as catacombs above ground
forcing us to face our mortality, yes,
but also a certain care is needed in life for each other. Yes?
